ever the same..

..happy that we spent our monthsary together.. BUT...it's not so much fun when he's gonna leave tonight.. :( Cornered by your feelings, crushed with overwhelming emotions you can't control.. a hundred knives piercing through your heart, tears falling like rain from the dark skies consoling you..The night is your solace, sleep is your only retreat from the nightmare that is reality.and morning comes to take you back to what you have to face..THis is me..Every single moment of every goodbye :'(